Wednesday, February 27, 2008

My heart or my head?

I do think baby Joy is a piece of gold! I can hardly believe she is still waiting for a family. I can only imagine that it is money standing in the way of her getting a family. I think the economy slow down in the USA will hit adoption hard. With my heart I would adopt Joy in a New York second. With my mind I know she is too young for us. She is 4 years younger then Sarah. Sarah is already 5 years younger then Philip. We need a 4 or 5 year old. That is if (a big if) we were to adopt again. Right now I just don't see it happening. I am praying for Joys family to find her soon. How sweet to dream of being the parent of such a ray of sunshine. I'm pretty sure it was never meant to be, at least not for me.